This to all of the people who never bothered to get to know me...

You scare me.
You terrify me so much and you don't even know it.
When I see you, my skin crawls.
I don't loathe you, hate you,
I feel nothing anatagonistic toward you.
I feel only fear, discomfort,
dirtiness rising through my whole body.
And I clutch my stomach.
Because I can't think of what else to do.
I need to defend myself.
But I can't.
So we walk past each other, and nothing happens.
I block my thoughts until I feel
my empty stomach gnaw inside of me.
My vision goes black, my knees buckle.
But I walk away, dreading the next time I see you.