I Needz Some Help/Advice From Da Peeples

I friggin' hate allergies.

Stayed up till 3 am 'cause my eyes were killin' me.

Missed school today 'cause I looked in the mirror and almost screamed. I never felt so ugly, with my face swollen, underneath my eyes purple, and my eyes tiny, wet with tears, and red.

Now my contacts are popping out of my eyeballs (and NO it is NOT cool to see because I just begin involuntarily crying)and I'm wondering, it is just these bitches??????

Any help, anyone?

I need some sleep. PLEASE.

Thanks.

I Am Just Disgusted With Our World Nowadays

Hi.

It's 1:30 in the morning and I'm feeling pretty pissed. I won't go sleep until i get this off of my back.

I hate cyberbullying. I see it so much. I mean, formspring is an invitation for a bully to hurt your feelings. I checked mine today and it ending with me feeling a sense of dread for what was coming next. Then, I went to the homepage and saw what some people were saying about someone else and I was horrified. It was far worse than the one comment I got.

Then I had memories of other times I had been cyberbullied, and then just regular old bullies. And a project I had to do for Health class last semester. On the suicide of a boy named Ryan Halligan, and how cyberbullies made him KILL HIMSELF.

Just think. The world is clockwork. There are never any extra parts. We all matter. So, really, why would you try to defeat someone's purpose? Oh, that's right. You have no answer.

Copyrighting Issues, LOL. I'm Famous!

Hey guys!

I kinda made a mistake in my post with all of the pics from DC. The pic of my metal boyfriend was actually taken by Georgia. It made me laugh so I had saved into the folder with my photos from the rest of the trip and it got mixed up. That's why the quality of the picture's so much different (and better)!

As an apology for my mistake I will now promote Georgia Schunk's Flickr here . She's really an amazing photographer.



I CANNOT, DESPITE BEING A BLOGGER FOR A HALF OF A YEAR, FIGURE OUT HOW TO DO THE THINGY WHERE YOU CLICK ON THE WORD AND IT DIRECTS YOU TO THE LINK!!!!

Sorry for the freakout, but I've tried it sooo many times. Anyway, my apologies Georgia.


* PS: the others ones (my teacher, Sam, The Pill, Jess, Random People, and me are all taken by me!!!)

Creation

I am creation.
The balance, beauty,
And horror
Of eternity.

I have discovered:
I am my own goddess
Cast here on Earth.

I am the extension of my line,
We are the linking of fingers,
A promise forever.

I am the beginning of my children.

Yet, I am the heart of other’s prejudice.
I am the mistakes they try to write off
As miracles with deeper meaning.
I am the reputation they will overcome.

Meet each battle
with the dedication
it took me to be
creation.