The one thing I managed to garner out of today was that I need to chill out. I mean, I know I'm known for being perky, upbeat, and having an eternal smile (or something like that...) plastered across my face and that is just the problem. I try too hard to go everywhere, be with everyone, be there for everyone, and to do everything I want to do, like being here, Twitter, Facebook, etc, and doing what I have to do, i.e., homework.
But, still, I try to do everything on little to no food, under-hydrated and sleep-deprived. Why do I do it? because I couldn't imagine my life without everything I do. I have a beautiful life, marred only by the fact that I don't take care of myself.
Now, don't worry. This isn't a goodbye to blogging. I'd die (metaphorically, because someone just MIGHT take it seriously) if I permanently stopped blogging.
I'm just feeling thoroughly miserable, due to my own stupidity. :'(
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